this is a general call for help and guidance and general advice. one of the "friends" from that previous night of avoidance called here, knowing we were out, and left a message requesting that i call and clear up the negative energy between us as i have not been acknowledging this person when i see them for the last little while. so, i decided that i do not want this person in my life, they bring me down, are negative, and needy to a fault (and when you don't give them the attention you want, ie. saying hi in public to acknowledge their existence, they call you on it immediately and you end up looking like the bad guy, if there were a bad guy). and i'm tired of having negativity around me. i have not known this person long and hardly think that we're close, but they obviously think differently because of the message. i do not want to call this person back, i don't want to acknowledge them, and i don't like conflict. i don't feel like it's my responsibility for me to explain myself or defend my actions. i don't think i'd feel comfortable telling them the above reasons why i feel like i don't want to be their friend. in fact, the main reason i don't want to be their friend is because i don't want to. isn't that enough? so, advice would be nice.
today was nice out and i took a bunch of pictures and want to share. xoxo.
go foam? go home? hm.
yay for back alley garbage, look candy machines!
jeremy stewart is the fire department!
oh, prince george, your grafitti is STRANGE!
fifteenth at central.
oh my, our car windows are dirty!
this is what happens when you walk past the apples and almost miss the low prices, blurry apples!
the bright lights in the grocery store are just insane!
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