weakened state.

im at that stage where im a lady in waiting. and waiting. and waiting. i hope i didnt make a terrible fool of myself. i loved caitlin's advice of jumping on my bike at midnight and cycling to his place, knocking on his door, and telling him i want to fuck him. but, i dont know where he lives. ha ha.

its just after 10am and im behind for the day, and super duper exhausted. i had a dream that the girls from sex and the city were quizzing people. it was really bizarre, and i was cynthia nixon. and some girl was smoking, and the cancer-ridden samantha was offended. im so confused. i always thought of myself as a carrie. not a miranda!

this is from the walkway at the eki in kaminoyama. looking north. on wednesday.
xoxo.