5.11.2005

image heavy.

oh the plethora of pictures. p.s. im nursing a relatively brutal hangover and eating anything starchy in sight.


chucks 2
my new shoes!

chucks
aren't they beautiful! only 3,990 yen. about $42 canadian? and well, they're my new babies. my first pair of chucks. so japan! gaaa!

bag.
this 30,000yen bag is the reason that i need a sugar daddy. quick.

power!
the power station on the west side of kajo central in yamagata, yesterday. i thought it was really cool, and then my camera jiggled a bit and it duplicated the fence. nice touch.

okay, so last night i had a dream that i was sharing a flat with someone and this japanese family, a sort of homestay. things got sexual in the dream and i was left completely unsatisfied and the person in my dream only wanted me for sex, that one time, and it was rejecting. its making me consider my motives and my wants in a possible partner, whether its just sex or what have you. i guess right now i just want to feel wanted ("i want you to want me! i need you to need me!"). in said dream i also snuck into a strip bar/snack bar, not good for women in japan, as was portrayed in my dream and i met another woman and think had some queer experiences. i cant really remember. the entire dream happened in japan with people that ive met from here. i think its my first dream that has been entirely based around circumstances here.

im thinking about buying a minidisc player.

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