holy new format batman!

ive wasted a good 2 hours trying to reconfigure my blog's format and i still couldnt reformat all the pages. so its pretty shitty. but there are a whole smackerooo of new links. if you dont like it or have any suggestions, please tell tell tell. the weather is still winter. friends are fun. i loaded a picture of naho and i onto the pictures site. its the last one on page six. being alone is great. ive been really artistic. im constantly itching to go for bike rides and get off my ass. i copied out about 8 zines and mailed them off to various places around the globe. i get paid in 10 days and i will finish the rest. patience dear ones. i still havent gotten the internet set up at home, but im going to do that today/tomorrow. i have to do a shit load of work over the next 36 hours and im not looking forward to it. all i want to do is draw and weave. grrrr.

i had one of those dreams of intimacy two nights ago. not an erotic dream, but one where someone just wants to hold you. the name of the dreamt cuddler will not be mentioned, and it isnt the regular run of crushes/intrigues ive had/mentioned in the last while, nor previous parnters, nor famous authors (ha!). but, i cannot fake the feeling of comfort, saftey, and complete acceptance that the intimacy of spoons has, so to dream it was incredible. i havent felt that in a long long long time. and i savour it every day, still. i dont really wish that i had someone to hold me here, and there are certain people i want to hunt down when i get back to canada, so that we can lie in bed and hold eachother. i sound lame, but they will get warning emails. ha ha. and they can comply if they like!! huzzah.

i think that's it. dreaming of spring time and chucks. xoxo di.