3.03.2007

cafe voltairei'm feeling really low today. ups and downs. i'm super overwhelmed, which is not fun, and have officially decided and told that i'm not renewing my contract and have nothing lined up for April 2nd. the one job i feel like i was made to believe i would have in the bag i didn't get an interview for, well, not yet anyway. and then a coworker and dear friend also submitted her resume for the same job and got an interview, and i told her about the job. so, it kinda sucks, and it's just the way things are i guess. i'm doing these readings and to write this scholarly review on feminist standpoint but i don't know really where to start. i could be low on energy (spent a lot of my time in thriftstores today=good, but also "urban planet" and "warehouse one" which made me feel oversized, fat and ugly--nothing there fits me!!!!!!!). but a dear friend of mine bought these shoes and is sending them to me!! yay! i'm very excited to rock them. this summer seems the summer of keds! could be f.u.n.! okay, now i need to be serious, juice myself some carrot-orange-ginger juice and get a-reading! eeps. not enough time, not enough time.

2 comments:

Melissa said...

those are very cute shoes. i hope you get to feeling upper, and that you get an interview. :D

Kalin said...

After more than a month of stressful job hunting I realized that they might call people after two and three weeks for an interview, and they might not call you until two or three weeks after the interview to tell you you're hired. It's awful of them.