2.12.2005

the men in my life.

i emailed kalin the other day, from misdo telling her about this boy who just walked in, and im transcribing my email.

"i'm in mister donut working on my kana and my DREAM japanese guy just walked in. aaah!! and i cant very well do anything about it. its dead awful!! he's got a messy hipster haircut, dirty denim, old man shoes, costello glasses, and a black pinstripe blazer. and he's not even in good view. gaaa!! this is torture of the most terrible kind."

so, in all honesty im not constantly longing for a partner, companion, sex, cuddles, etc. im actually quite happy on my own thankyouverymuch! but, i still look dammit, and in akayu there are two men that i see once in a while that i cannot approach (self esteem, linguistics, etc), but stare at. 1. this young guy that catches the train. probably my age. havent seen him in quite some time. wears a red jacket, jeans, chucks, messenger bag. glasses, messy hair. always the same clothes, really. very arty. listens to music. gets off in kaminoyama. 2. the yakitori man. he works at the yakitori stand in the parking lot of the grocerystore. he's dreadfully cute, and greasy. ga. i havent even ordered yakitori from him. ha! i need self esteem!

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