this is AWESOME times! i'm dealing with incredible anxiety about some particular issues, but am working through it. it's basically that shitty things have been part of my life experience and they resurface for stupid but practical reasons (such as needing a t4) when i'd rather just let them be and not have to deal with those situations anymore. i'm starting to think more and more, though, that this anxiety is tied to prince george. i didn't experience anxiety before i moved here so now i'm a little concerned that this place is anxiety full for me. and bad health full. i've never been so sick for so long since i've lived here. i've had to overhaul my entire life to feel better physically and it's a humungous problem. i kind of feel like the arrows are pointing for me to get my life cleaned up and finished up here as soon as possible so that i can leave. it's a sad thought because i SO LOVE all the friends i've met here, but i guess that's part of being transient in your youth. i mean, we plan on moving to victoria (woot!) but that's only temporary, my phd will beckon.
i'm feeling more inspired and on top of my school work. this doesn't mean that i'm doing more, but i can see the end in sight. actually i'm going to make some food (potato salad with veggies yummmm!!) and then read for a few hours. pump back a number of scholarly articles and then sit down to either work on this sock or this sock. i might quickly work on something for the ohsweetie store (which def. needs to be updated). ooh, a little plug: i'm listening to chuck ragan right now. stewart and i both have this soft spot for "alt" country and this definitely fits the bill. especially because it's so harsh sounding at sometimes. hey, speaking of harsh sounding: guess what's not harsh sounding, but not even that great: Peter Morén's solo album. and Colin Meloy's solo album is REALLY pretty sounding at parts, but my god, boring!
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