1.26.2006

"she dont think straight, no no no"

it seems that the places ive been going lately seem to point fingers and conversationalism towards duh duh duh, vegetarianism! will discusses his reverting back to the meat (at the hands of a delectable bacon bit). and rex tackles the topic in a comic about "different types of vegetarianism".

i was a vegetarian for years! and it was fun. frustrated my mum. i almost wasnt able to give blood because i was iron deficient, and then when i did i felt like crap. i got to pretend i was better than everyone because i thought i was so smart and healthy. i got to try new and weird foods that were incredibly delicious. dabble in vegetarianism. and pretty much live off of pasta sauce when i was a student. and then, as ive probably told you, that day in my last semester of university and i was stressed out because i knew my relationship was over (yet was too weak to actually leave), my grades were sucky, my friend was dying of cancer, i was poor, and just so tired from doing school for 18 months in a row (full time!!) that i craved chicken in no way ive craved anything before. and i ate chicken. and began eating pepperoni. and beef. and my body hated me. i gained back that 40lbs i had lost all those years ago, and then some. i felt ugly and didnt feel i was getting my sexual needs met, and it just got worse and worse and worse.

then, i moved to japan, and didnt give up meat (i decided to eat horse and chicken tongue instead!) but recently have decided to try and kick the meat from my diet in the style of a freegan. and its nice. im loving the yams (of course) and even loving more the fact that boy (who is now called "boyfriend" to the general public) is also a vegetarian. this time there's no, "im better than you because i make healthy food choices." just, "im making healthy food choices." i feel lame right now. huh. xoxo.

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