"soooooo, what is this feeling of this multicultural policy in canada...?"

bah, so long. im listening to cbc radio one, its early morning, just popped into work. eating flax bread (wheat free!), genmaicha, and tofutti! oishi yo! ive pushed my body too far and ive come down with a cold. late nights talking to boy number two on the telephone. thinking about maybe taking it to the next level (even low level commitment is too much for me). right now his hydro is out (long story short, he couldnt pay his bill, first time he's ever lost a utility for a late bill payment) and as hard as i tried to get him to ask me over, in attempts that he gets enough confidence to think that he is good enough for me (because he is!!), i kinda pushed the issue, and we both agreed to have a camp out. with no power. candle lit flat. bathtub. bed. taking care of my sick self. sleep. that perilous and wonderful time in the beginning of a relationship when you want to spend as much time with each other as possible. more late night phone calls. wishing they were with you all the time. trying to put as much as possible into it. making it work out. making out. uh huh.