2.13.2007

i've got nowhere to go, don't move so slow...i can't take it



my dearest friend in japan got married! yay! so exciting! thank you to martin for posting photos (and videos!!) of the event of the year! i am quite sad that i couldn't be there to wish her a happy wedding and just be a good friend. i beat myself up quite a bit a number of months back. i really wanted to attend this wedding and support her, but it was simply just impossible. i had a dream while i was making up my mind about attending and the dream sent the message to me that it would be better if i stayed in canada as the reasons i was wanting to go to japan for weren't ones that would be solved there. i need to heal here, healing there won't help. and i stayed and feel like a shitty friend. (and how beautiful she is!!)

1 comment:

Melissa said...

Japan is a wonderful place to go.