4.20.2005

manic monday... er, wait...

this evening i realized that i am rarely lonely, rarely in bad headspace, and most often fucking awesome! i havent really eliminated any of my debt. my japanese hasnt gotten any better. and i still havent nagged that "special someone" to "make love" to. but damn, i feel awesome. im starting to notice the same things again, but with more beauty, and its really fun. for example, when i first moved here i noticed how the street lights always make it seem like i am on a movie set (the white light), and every time i look out my window im expecting some hot shot star to walk by with an entourage. and someone to yell "action". its fabulous.

after i went to misudo to study my japanese for 2 hours i went to yamazawa (ive been eating like crazy today.. grr) and saw this nivea cream. this isnt the first time ive seen anything that says it can make you whiter, but this time i actually took a picture of it. also, in conjunction with that you should read Margaret CHO's blog and her piece about wanting to be white. a lot of the time i dont want to be white. hmm.

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