"everybody's hanging out like they've hung out before..."

oh, summer is here! bring on the bright yellow eyeshadow!

today was brilliant. i was supposed to be not spending any money because i am on a ridiculous tight budget. but last week i sort of engineered to get into yamagata and go for ramen and meet james but it didnt work out. hopefully soon. so, martin and i hopped on the 12:30pm train, he showing up so late that he didnt even buy a ticket. i really should have bought him a ticket because well, he's always late. and that's why i love him. anyway, we met up with bec, and her friend akihiko and andrea and went to gusto's in the station for delicious cheeseburgers, martin and i having two beers each. then andrea took us to the 24th floor of kajo central to see the view. it was stellar. i think it will be fabulous at sunset during the summer. then martin and i wandered down to nanokamachi and bought yummy bread (woot!) and he bought cheese, which im sure he's completely finished by now, and then we went for beer at 3521 "a thairong production" and had scones and 3 more beers each. good good. so, now im at home, buzzing, just ate a bunch of custard pastries from said bakery with yummy bread and am listening to hot hot heat. the introspection for the day is thus.
-i am going to miss japan.
-being "married" to martin is all that and a bag of chips
-maybe partnering is a good idea...
-i need to stop complaining about my shit problems
-i need to stop gossiping about people and saying things that dont bring out people's fabulousness. i feel like im a bitch in highschool again and its not cool.
-martin likes akward social situations and i feel like i am in them most of the time. ha ha.
-i am drinking a lot more alcohol than i used to.
-i am going to miss japan. (did i say that twice?...)