"i want to be reckless but im feeling so uptight"

the smoke pit with the shitty food. the lighting makes us look so beautiful. kinda. たのしかたですね！

im doing really bad at the trying to isolate myself and trying to curb my expenditures. i have to learn not to order beer when i go out. the gumption for my trip to kansai (intensity in 6 cities: tokyo, nagoya, kyoto, nara, nagano, joetsu/niigata) has started. the planning will begin. and saving of money for said trip has to happen faster. dammit!

(p.s. sorry for all the blab about the crushes earlier. i feel not so heart-obsessed right now. but yuka and i decided this evening "men are sucks!" and "lets rimming!" oh, tanoshi!)