6.07.2005

"im just consistently inconsistent"

wrestlers!
a poster i saw in yamagata today. i didnt know nick carter was a japanese wrestler? hmm. these men DONT turn me on, i promise!

i think because i set myself up that today would suck, it turns out that it was an incredible day. just good good. went to do work in yamagata, jason shows up wearing all new clothes. everything fits perfectly (green t-shirt) and these beautifully washed blue jeans. and new beige adidas sneakers. i died. oh yes. i died. even one of the mothers said to him, in english, "you are a very handsome man." duh!

and then after class, i got home just before nine p.m. and there was this big envelope in my mailbox with my falafel mix and tabouli mix that the lovely lucy hall-patch had brought back from canada and mailed to me. and then i got my NTT bill, which you think would make me cry and shudder, but its for only 9,410 yen! which is fucking amazing! (my last one was 17,000yen and the one before 23,000yen. yikes!)

im just in a good mood. recently ive been really excited about going home back to canada. not so much that it's canada, but i mean, my dad is driving from terrace to meet me at the airport and take me to anacortes to help me set up the show! how exciting is that? so exciting. and just hearing about the kissing booth this sunday at celebrities. im going weak in the knees. and i agree with narcissus boy that the new pornographers is good music to have sex to! baby steps. oh, and ive admitted to my affliction. im a fag hag. why did i try not to identify as a fag hag for so long, i dont know. i mean, my only form of gaydar is, "if i have a crush on you, you're obviously gay, because gay men are my weakness. and if you're not gay, then can you make out with my friend over here, who is gay, and let me watch, because well, i'd like that." oh vancouver, here i come!

6 comments:

Carly said...

welcome to the club.

your membership card will be mailed to you shortly.

Amanda Batten said...

Hey Diandra,

Since you'll be home in Canada soon, it would probably make more sense to send you a mix cd then. Unless you're just going home for a visit and not to stay.

Anyway let me know if that's the case, and I'll just send it to the address here on the blog. I've never sent something internationally before, and I didn't notice "Japan" in the address you left, so is that something I should put on the envelope?

Anyway, I'll shut up flapping. Send me an e-mail sometime, and I'll give ya my address.

Amanda Batten said...

Oh, and I've had a few crushes on the lovely gay lads as well. It's just something about them, and the fact that they smell better then most women. :)

Anonymous said...

Sounds like you have the hots for Jason too. Does that make him gay? Probably.

Amanda Batten said...

Oh shit, I'm dumb. I was just thinking about random things, and I realized that I didn't give you my e-mail address. Well...I'm not totally dumb, because you could have noticed on my Blogger profile that there is a link for my e-mail, but just so you don't have to look for it: batten_amanda@hotmail.com

I'll stop monopolizing your comment section now.

diandra said...

sadly, no more crush on jason. sorry folks. and he's not gay, we've had that talk. xoxo di.